Just Like In The Warzone

Ever felt the world around you feels so heavy, that no matter how you put order and lightness in your life, you end up in a slup?

Ever felt someone follows your every move, like you're being watched from a distance by someone hostile towards you, that they are waiting for your vulnerabilities to show then they would attack you without mercy?

Ever felt that you cannot trust people around you, that you see their darker motives first before you see their better purpose? Ever felt been caught in the crossfire, trying to put some sense on some people who simply want to mess up your life?

Ever felt that you loved your previous hell more, than the hell you are in now and you feel helpless since every person you love is with you in that hell you haven't really created?

Damn, I really miss our quiet life. Tomorrow, there's a big showdown coming our way. In some split of madness, I would rather like to see everything comes crashing down, rather than bow to a monster my dad created for his own.