Bad Boy

Like what I've written on one of my entries, I resigned my job.

It should have taken its effect today. But ever since Tuesday, I never reported for work.

I know it's bad. I just abandoned them just like that.
But what can I do. I am shattered myself.
I preferred sulking in my room.
I preferred playing sims 2 to kill time.

And besides, my mom and my buddy are both sick.
And if it gets into your head, you'd realize how sick your life is.

I hate to go out.
I hate to talk to anyone.
I just wanted to be alone.

I wanted to jumpstart my life
but I don't know where to begin.