Dream Journals One

He was wide eyed and somewhat enthusiastic after I began to converse with him.

He's definitely a European (If I could remember it right, dad introduced him to me as a Frenchman). He looks like Hugh Grant, only younger and leaner, with baby blue eyes and very kind demeanor. He's an extremely whammy guy, the one you would see in print models.

I don't remember how the story goes, but he seemed comfortable talking to me about many things, people who surrounded him had a hard time talking in English that's why he's quite relieved to find me among the group.

I cannot remember what happened next... however before he said his goodbyes (to follow my dad's entourage) he suddenly caught me off guard kissing me torridly while I lean against the wall (or a closet). I could very well remember how warm his breath is, and how good his tongue was. I found myself kissing him back until the thought of phanks suddenly crossed my mind, thus stopping the act immediately.

But it was so good.

After gaining my composure. I dialed my phone to talk to phanks. While talking to him, Dad approached me as he leaves the house, mom was calling me from another room. I said my goodbyes to my dad by hugging him, then out of the blue he kissed me torridly, his lips cold as ice. Binawi ko kaagad yung labi ko sa kanya as I heard him saying "Nakipaglaplapan ka pala sa kanya ha (kaya dapat ako rin makahalik sayo) sort of like that" Dumbstruck, I continued my conversation to my buddy. He seemed to hear our discussion so he was furious about the whole thing, confronting me on the phone... Speechless.

The dream ends there, I woke up half past midnight.

No Guts, No Glory

So, GKNB is out, and Star Circle Quest is in.

I was about to post my thoughts on stanning and how I avoid doing such things when I accidentally saw this new TV show in ABS CBN.

Actually, deadma ako at first, imagine, you'll ass-lick/do-things-in-order-to-be-noticed by the judges/make-a-stupid-kid-out-of your self in front of national tv. No way, I would rather become a bookworm rather than take my chances in front of those judges.

But on the other hand, only people who have the determination and guts to achieve their dreams are the ones who succeeds in life.

Pero... di ko yata kaya yun, I can't let someone deliberately crush my ego. Mashaket eh. Mahina ang loob ko sa ganun. I would rather take the long way, rather than take a risk like showbizness.

It's so heartcrushing to see contestants who walk out of the audition room teary-eyed, as if they have lost their dreams of becoming a star one day simply because they were not accepted. As an added bonus, the judges become their worst critic by bluntly telling them of their shortcomings.

However, I think this show's kinda notoriously exciting. Sana sundan to ng mga viewers. Ansarap siguro ng feeling kapag yung manok mo ang pumasok sa championship. Marami pa silang kakaining bigas... sana wag lumaki ang ulo nung mananalo sa contest na to.

As for the loosers, they can always audition at ABC-5 or GMA-7. As my big and juicy birdie use to say, losing only happens when you have actually surrendered the fight. Yun lang.

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Manila was paralyzed by the trasport strike that happened today. Kung kelan pa ako sinipag magtrabaho, saka pa ako walang ginawang matinong trabaho kanina dahil lahat ng boss ko eh absent. Haay.