Garci De Puta

Now I know who is the greatest fucker of them all.

It's not GMA nor the opposition. Its not the politicians but those who are the coddlers of those politicians. The greatest menace, blight, asshole, terrorist, rapist, fucker, sucker, evil, pandemonium, death, shame, cancer, AIDS, curse in this country is non other than

the COMELEC itself.

Watching ANC while they play the longer version of the Garci tapes makes me feel like I am being scalded by boiling water. The pain penetrates deep into every muscle and nerves of my body.

My ear hurts like hell. I wanted to vomit. I wanted to kill myself. I want to plant an explosive device into every home of those commissioners and detonate them in a grand fashion - like those we have seen during the Bali Blast two years ago.

I cannot believe that the cancer plaguing our government was this deep and dirty. Now the word election cheating rings a brand new and profound meaning to me.

And now that Juan Ponce Enrile claimed that he too talked with the COMELEC during canvassing, we can see this light in two different ways.

Its either the opposition is also hitting the COMELEC to further weaken GMA, or it only shows the prostitute and whorish nature of the very institution tasked to execute democracy in this country.

It can also be both...

After this two hour tape conversation now playing in the congress tonight has been played, I don't know what is left in this country. As I further hear the tape, as I further hear GMA saying "Hello Garci" I feel like Im too shamed to call myself Filipino.

Never did my whole look at the government collapse like this.

Indeed, Cebu, Visayas, Bicol, Mindanao, and even Ilocos deserves to secede from the Philippines.

We are too embarrasing to exist as a nation.

Dream Journals Two (Blog Edition)

It was a night dream. The streets were very dark and there no people outside. This dream was very unusual since a lot of times, the settings in my dreams are often sunrise or sunset. I don't really remember how this dream started but I just know that I sneaked out of the house after I heard my (dead) dad speaking.

I walked along our street until I reached a kanto a block away from us. There I saw dad talking to some guys, probably his fratmates mentioning me to them. He says something about my preference, that he is not approved of it. Then the guys told him that they were watching my every move.

After hearing their conversation, I returned home. On my way, I was jumping for no reason at all. And the more I jumped, the higher I goes up in the air, only to return to the very spot where I ascended. On my last jump, It reaches almost six stories high. I can already see a good view from where I was, and in fact my greatest fear was what if I slam my face on the ground.

Good thing, I descended gracefully and my feet perfectly touches the ground. I then opened the front door so that I can go inside the house. The weird thing is, I cannot close it back. Para bang nababounce siya everytime I try to lock it. I looked around and saw a slipper blocking the door, so I kicked it out in hopes that I can already lock the door. Pero ayaw pa rin. It keeps on bouncing and bouncing, until I forced it to be locked using the second lock located at the upper side of the doorknob.

After that, I went to the kitchen only to see a smoking gas tank while someone is cooking an escabecheng isda.

End of Dream