Monday, May 3, 2004

Dear Heavenly Fairie

I'm still nursing my superdooperhyperacidic tummy. I've been suffering from this sickness since Saturday. In fact, I'm still having a hard time encouraging my appetite. I always feel bloated, and my shit looks like it came from a chicken, not human.

The Cashflow Boardgame was awesome. It's like playing a millionaires game, except that you have to think this time because there are a lot of opportunities that can free you from what they call the "rat race" but when you're not paying too much attention, you would miss such sweet opportunities. In fact, the most stupid among the players in our table struck a goldmine after he bought thousands of stocks from one company at $1 each. Then the next time an opportunity card appeared, the same stock already costs $40 each. So he sold every stock he had and viola! he's the first millionnaire among us.

The game was quite draining, especially for me who attended the seminar even though I have not recovered yet. When evening came, I asked the driver to fetch me at the office because I had a high fever and very weak to even walk several meters towards the main road.

Dear Heavenly Fairie, I'm already suffering from this affliction. I wanted to exert all my energies, but I'm afraid that even my resistance can't even cover me. My fever just comes and goes, abruptly ceasing most of my actions - I can't perform most of my duties effectively, and bed rest is not my option at the moment.

Meng meng told me that I seemed so stressed out lately. I don't know, I think I have to live this way as long as I'm here, steering the secondary rudders of the company.

I feel so old, I'm already mass-producing uban hair ever since I gave my full time to the company.

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How sad it is to realize that in our lives, people come and go. There are those who would stay for a moment, that would really become part of our daily existence. They would become an extension of our system, treat them as if our organs are connected to theirs - they became our confidants, partners in crime, even secret love interests... but despite such very close bonds, time will come when they would part ways and move into another direction for one reason or another.

Masakit kasi isang shot lang yun sa buhay natin, whatever we do, or whatever we made them feel would not matter sooner or later. Naalala ko tuloy yung kanta ng Eraserheads na "Minsan." May isa akong ka-tropa sa highschool na laging nalulungkot kapag naririnig yung kantang yun. In fact, he even told me, teary-eyed then that whenever I hear that song, he would appreciate it if I would find some space to even remember him, saan man kami naroon. It was 6 years ago, now kahit sa friendster hindi kami connected...

Speaking of friendster, meron akong mga friends dun na minsan eh tinuring kong higit pa sa utol ko. We shared secrets, we sleep together in one bed (of course, walang popoy) we talked about hetero prospects and the most exciting thing is, you will discover how vulnerable and sentimental they are when they are drunk. Merong isang part ng gabi, between midnight and dawn kung saan kahit anong itanong mo sa kanila eh sasabihin nila sayo. You can extract their emotions in just one tunggaan. We call that "senti nights". Senti nights made me realize that every man has a soft spot for emotions, and you can see its manifestations there and then. The next morning, he forgets everything. In fact, some would even ask you to forget everything they said.

Nakakalungkot, na tapos na ang time namin, na hanggang friendster na lang kami, na hanggang tanguan na lang kapag nagkikita. That's why I try to treasure friends who have been with me the longest time possible...

because I know, longest time could be just a moment.

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O sha Dear Heavenly Fairie. I will sleep na. Please take care of my phanks somewhere up north. Mahal na mahal ko yun kahit na minsan eh lumalabas rin ang ka-praningan. Ganun yata talaga ang buhay, kung sino ang pinaka-emotional blanket mo, siya rin ang lagi mong pinapakitaan ng tempers at katopakan mo. I think it happens all the time, after all, you bare yourself to someone who you expects to know you by heart.

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PLU Tips #3: This is a classic: Minsan ka lang aaray sa pagiging bot.

Saturday, May 1, 2004

Usog

I warned Janssen not to make any comments, but he didn't listen. Tuloy, for 2 days now, I'm suffering from diarrhea, fever and sever weakness. My tummy's aching and I can't even turn on my appetite. Waaaaaaah, ang hirap hirap nito and I have so many things to do today. Rest is not an option, in fact, I have to attend a Cashflow 101 Boardgame - Seminar this afternoon at AIM. I can't miss the opportunity since I paid P750 bucks for my ticket. Badtrip.

/me nursing my bloated and painful tummy.

At least, I am quite relieved that Meng meng decided to adopt Pao for the night. Don't worry Pao, we're more concerned when we see you heavily drunk than annoyed. After all, you're quite behave when alcohol has taken you over. Ok lang na buhatin ka namin everytime na may tama ka. Di ka naman makulit, maangas at manyak katulad ng iba...

RC would really love to hear the stories that happened last saturday. Rock on Sapa Gurls!!!

/me still cursing my weird tummy

It seems like Koppy and kapatid's been silent all this time. I've been waiting for their stories to be posted. hehehe. Makitsismis daw ba. Anyway, I hope that they're having a blast! I can somehow relate to this time as their honeymoon period. Such thoughts makes me miss my phanks even more.

/me runs to the bathroom...

I am already dehydrated. I feel so week, and no matter how I try to eat or replenish the nutrients being wasted due to my sickness, I simply loose my appetite. For the last three hours since I woke up, I've been scrambling to find the nearest bathroom in the house. Imagine dropping a 20-kilo spurt of bestiality, with a very atrocious smell even the toilet bowl would puke. Everyone tells me to take a rest today, but I can't simply waste my 750 bucks just like that. Who cares if I scramble at the conference room everytime my ass sound the alarm? As long as I am there, I think nothing else matter.

/me scrambles to the cr again for the nth time.

Any I quit. I just can't take it. So, I have to end my entry now. Benchboy, thank for consoling me last night. I was about to faint in Greenhills while shopping for my very very affordable shoes when the thought of checking you out came to my mind.

And yes LQ, your reputation has already gaining momentum. Honestly, I am deeply worried with what I hear... If you really can't fight the moonlight, if we will forever doubt your intentions. Just tell us, we can readily tug you along at the nearest cruising place near you.

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PLU Tips #2: When playing with a putotoy, avoid concentrating too much on the head area. That part is extremely sensitive, some PLUs find it too discomforting. If you really want to please your partner, the most safe and pleasurable area is right below the head, the upper part of the shaft... or if you want, you can just do deepthroating. I assure you, it will bring your partner to infinite heavens.